...eleven eleven...make a w!sh...

maybe a little

Wed, 09 Jan 2008 05:05:57 GMT

peru
i'm so excited!

thank you

Thu, 07 Dec 2006 02:42:39 GMT

Julian's show was AWESOME this past saturday in Pa.
Jenn came to bklyn and picked me up
we drove out there together and she is just fantastic!
the hotel was pretty nice but nothing tops that performance
excellent time
we came back sunday night

margo and i never had a chance to start planning out trip- soon though

this week is CrAwLiNg.
but atleast tomorrow is thursday

today i registered for classes
-ed 36.1, ed 37.11, psych 22, spe 12 and span 3
5 classes- not bad

this semester is almost over and that's a relief
i hated my classes
i hope i do well
i know i'm doing great in span 2 (besides missing 1/3 tests)
i know i'm doing fine in health and nutrition
i know i'm also doing fine in Chd St 25
and i'm pretty sure i'll pass Soc 40.1..i just hate the class sooo much
this semester will not be all A's for me
:(

i went to Academic Standing today to discuss NOT having to take 3 classes since i switched my major. these classes, in particular, are identical to 3 i've already taken
i also found out how to change a FIN grade to a passing grade once the course was repeated. awesome.

this sunday and next sunday julian has a show
i hope he lets me go
i have such a fun time when i go
but he just doesnt seem to want me to go for multiple reasons i suppose.

love,
pam

sooo excited!!!

Sat, 02 Dec 2006 20:28:56 GMT

oh man!! all week i've been anticipating today- SATURDAY!!
Julian's band is playing in Pennsylvania before exclusive fans of Breaking Benjamin. it's a private show at a hotel and i'm going and i'm soo excited! The band will have a super long set and will be on some whack-ass internet radio station. I mean, in reality this is all really lame but i'm still sooo excited. I saw julian this morning, he looked SOOOOOOOOOOO sexy- and that makes me excited too but in a slightly different way. i'm on a high right now.. just soo excited. Julian already left for PA and in a few hours Jenn and i will meet up and make our way down! YESSS

tomorrow, however, I'm meeting up with Margo in park slope. we're meeting with a travel agent because... during the Spring Break we're planning a trip to Mexico. ANYONE INTERESTED IN GOING IS INVITED!! I'm interested in visiting Acapulco and seeing the places i learned about in my CORE 9 class- but i think Margo found a lovely place in Los Codas de Lucas (that is not the name, but i don't remember the name). I'm excited because i've never left NY and it's surrounding states. This will be my first plane trip, my first with-friends vacation and Yay!

on the down-side although nothing can bring me down now i got a parking ticket. apparently, i parked too close to a hydrant and $115 later- it sucks. oh well, lesson learned i suppose.

ok i gotta go get ready..horray!!!

intersted in learning about Julian's band?

http://www.myspace.com/thenewblacknj

random thoughts- aren't they always?

Fri, 24 Nov 2006 18:14:31 GMT

Wednesday i had no work and no school. it was fantastic! In the eve' I picked margo up from work and we went to Lowe's and then Target. Later, we stopped off at her new apartment- it's wonderful! We ended the night at Peggie O Neils or some gross pub in Bay Ridge. Yuck- to many 17 year olds were there. I only had one drink and as usual, it did me in. Surprisingly, I was able to drive home without killing anyone, or myself at that.

Yesterday, instead of spending thanksgiving with my family, I went to julian's family's dinner. It was really nice to meet more of his family and charm them a bit. To accomodate julian and his mom, almost everything at the table was vegan/vegitarian. I loved it all!!! the veggie turkey tasted just like real turkey and the texture was there too!! The tofu chicken was lame but that's ok. I had a great time. We left fairly early and headed back home. Julian came over and we were home alone....

several hours later, we started watching Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (the first movie..) but i fell asleep.

Sat, 22 Jul 2006 17:32:39 GMT

got a hair cut
major hair cut
hasn't been ths short since... 2nd grade

check my myspace..but whisper

..the myspace is listening..
it's watching

it's killing everyone

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 03:40:52 GMT

UPDATE

...this was probably my deepest entry ever
You guys and dolls should now have a better idea of
who i am
what i do
and why i get paid so much to do it

this was really tough
this type of emotional break-through takes alot of therapy and much support
not everyone achieves it either
wow! i need a ....

question about core.

Sat, 01 Apr 2006 02:18:25 GMT

So... I completely understand the new Core system. The other night I was looking through the FALL schedule (online) and did not see a category of CORE courses listed. Will they still be under CORES like they used to be? I refering specifically to the music core ( was 2.1 and will be 1.3).

question in summary: How are the new Core courses, for the FALL listed online.

Thank you.

EDIT: Ok, I just realized that although the new CORE'S are not listed under their own sub-category (or atleast i don't see them), if you did a general seach of everything (SELECT ALL)- the core's are listed as CC 1.1, CC 1.2..and so on.

so if anyone was having the same problem.. maybe we can form a club.

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 16:59:19 GMT

i am soo much better than i was a couple of days ago. i was truly depressed, for the first time. i was depressed for two days..and finally julian got me out. i went to his house and helped him clean..and that must've done it for me. because afterwards i was just happy again, and now im really giddy.

plus julian showed me a new song of his and it's beautiful..it made me cry. i hope record labels think the same :\

so someone bought my sneakers ($51) and i decided to send them an additional pair for free. i'm going to surprise them and include a letter when i ship it.

yee ha!

things to do today.

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 21:09:23 GMT

bring my silver truck to the mechanic because the battery dial keeps decreasing.

call my bank and find out why some entertainment company has been taking $7 from my account.

Find out who this entertainment place is and call them for resolution.

call capital one (VISA) and see if i can take off or decrease the monthly fees i pay. I need to find out what they are exactly.

study for math exam.

clean closet.

read.

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-i went to the mechanic. he tested my battery and it seemed just fine. so it might be the car's comp error.

-i called my bank and they gave me the info. for that entertainment place.

-i called this entertainment place, something i was signed up for through ticktmaster. i told them not only did i not even know about being signed up... but i wanted to dispute all charges. they stopped my membership and as a courtesy refunded $7. however.. they had been taking out $7a month since feb. serves me right for not reading my bank statements carefully.

-visa, i'll call tomorrow.

and im going to go now and find out when i can postpone my jury duty summons from AUG 29th.. (the first day of school) to another time.

my up and down week

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 19:27:58 GMT

ok so.. my boss let one girl go and cut alot of hours. not mine though, because im only working for the season. i'm very happy with my choice to work at the drug store this summer. i've been making about $165 a week and have been able to go to school and maintain a life.

so this week, my black truck was hit by a RENTED FORT F150. i was actually parked and this guy (who was in the vehincle with his 1 year old, pregnant wife and elderly mother) came speeding down the street and was far too close to the cars. he took of my driver's side mirror. i even saw this jerk coming down the block and i tought he seemed too close. so he stopped, at the red light. i was in the car with my mom (in back) and my boyfriend (in front passenger) - no one was hurt btw. he backed up and parker behind me. he refused to show my his license and registration. and thats when i found out that he had rented this truck from penn. so i called the cops. two hours later the cops came even though i kept calling them to hurry. this arab guy (who hit me) had two friends come down and try to convince me that they were mechanics and would fix my mirror. i refused though because i was mad that he didnt show me license and reg info and i knew they would either run off or hook me up with bootleg pieces. i wanted MY mechanic to replace my mirror and i wanted this guy to pay. i would have filed an accident report but i cant afford for my insurance to go any higher. i called my mechanic and asked him for a quote for the Same mirror to be replaced + the cost of labor + tax. the end price was over $650. the arab gave me $550 from his pocket claiming that was all he had. whatever.. because after we said our "good bye's for ever" i had my mirror fixed. i didnt know that i would not need a KNEW mirror (the whole piece) the mirror case was still in excellent condition i just needed the actual mirror (glass) replace. so the price was only $250 and i'm keeping the extra money. In the end, i'm happy he hit my car because i needed the cash. i know that sounds bad but this guy should have been driving more carefully.

yesterday, my SILVER truck was hit. i was PARKED at brooklyn college on bedford ave. i was sitting in my car becuase i got to school early. all of the sudden this beige jeep-ford-ish 4X4 hit came to close when trying to parallel with the parked cars and hit my mirror too! WHAT THE FUCK! they stopped 3 or 4 cars ahead and i jumped out of my car and ran towards them. they sped off before i could see their license plate #. fortunately they only caused my mirror to fold forward, i just had to fold it back. the girl who was parked behind, who was coincidently in my class, said she saw what happened. so i basically thought about what would have happened if either this vehicle or the pickup truck had hit me worse...i could have been seriously hurt :(

on a lighter note, even though i hate MATH with a passion. in the 1st summer session i got an A in core 5.2 (math). and now i'm taking a math course for the education program..and i'm doing really well in it. i got an A on the first exam so far. yay!

today i went for the speech screening. i was nervous... but it was nothing. i read a passage about a rainbow this grad student. then she asked me personal question to see my responses. (what is your major and why?) then she signed a paper saying that i was exempt from taking any speech courses. hooray.

yesterday julian and i went to riis beach but this time i brough a body board and had a fucking awesome time. the waves at riis are soo much fun. julian makes me laugh pretty hysterically by falling into these monster waves. he'll see one big wave coming and he'll lay down and let the wave conquer him. its soo funny. i love him and i love that he makes me laugh.

, gwen stefani's new music video for the song "...i know we're cool.." is awesome. i love her.

boycott the internet!

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 16:35:27 GMT

So i've officially fallen behind in school work. I have the time and don't use it because i've been distracted. I thought hard about this and realized..i'm distracted by the internet. I'm am going to try my best to avoid being on AOL as much as possible until i catch up and get alittle bit ahead. The only internet i'll be using will be IE (to check my mail and incase i need to use the net for reasearch). My Im's are turned off and i put a block on my screen name that only lets me on for 30 minutes at a time. See the measures i have to take.. i'm crazy!

fair well.. this will be the last entry until..i'm caught up with school.

ps- i saw The Butterfly Effect last night. That movie is pur evil,its just so messed up. I love it.

I also saw Shark Tale- it sucked.

my hands are small i know. but they..arent yours..they are my own

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 16:29:28 GMT

~eye_doll_ized~

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anywho.. last night after work. Tressa, Margo, Julian <3, i went out. We went to Faan ( an asian resturant). I tried spring rolls for the first time and loved them!!!! After eating we went to Cobble Hill to see Sideways- it was pretty funny. U gotta love Paul Giamatti...u just gotta. At the movies, they played a star wars trailer.. julian almost wet himself. He cant wait till may 19th. i cant wait till may 20th..when its over.. or maybe not.

my psych class was canceled today. Yup, my ONE class that i head all the way out to... was canceled. And its cold like bitch on her period out! ..excuse my language :)

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 06:55:23 GMT

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Itsa my birth-a-day.

Go me!

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Tue, 20 Apr 2004 05:46:23 GMT

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Y pambam

Wed, 12 Nov 2003 01:29:44 GMT

:-D